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New Vermont
01:25
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Here I go again
And I'm afraid it's worse than it's been
I can't lie to you
But I've been trying to
And I might go through with it
Cause I'm sick of wanting to die
Every single time the stress hits
Is this the real world?
I sure don't hope so
Cause if it goes on like this
God, I don't know
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Vanilla
03:35
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5 am, concrete porch step
Barely morning, I'm adoring your new sundress
Your face glistens in the light of a new day
Your eyes hint at what your mouth can not say
Your cues I'll take, non-verbally
Follow me and close the door behind you
It's only us now
But we wake
And wonder will this last
Your move-in date is approaching
Way to fast
And it feels like the foundation has been pulled out from underneath
Oh what will I do with you that far from me?
I've had my doubts don't we all
Looks like my gut is never wrong
It's best I just move on
But it's so hard
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Disconnecting
02:31
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We've been disconnecting since move in day
And I wish that I could say
Things aren't beyond repair and we'll be okay
But since you left nothing has been the same
3 years
Takes its toll on me
I can't be everything I know you need
I'm not taking this lightly
But I can't help you when no ones helping me
Cause I've been doing worse than I could ever show
My friends don't even know
So I need time to be alone
Be happy on my own
I need my time to wise up and let go
3 years
Takes its toll on me
I need to step away from everything
I'm not taking this lightly
But I can't help you when no ones helping me
Grab your keys
Get on the turnpike
I'll see you on the other side
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In the Shirt You Gave Me
03:38
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Guilt makes a drive feel twice as long
One swift motion could end it all
But I'm just not that strong
So I'll go do
What I don't want to
God knows it'll hurt me almost as bad as it'll hurt you
To be honest
It's for the best
If not, I can handle it
Cause I've felt alone for so long
So there'd be nothing new
I've been longing to start over
What else can I do
So in the stairwell I broke your heart
And I couldn't falter as
Our two hands came apart
We were crying
As you asked me
"Were the 3 years and the memories all for nothing?"
And those words they fucking haunt me
Til I can't eat or sleep
Cause it's still so fresh in my head
I guess I need my space
I don't know what I'm looking for
But I can wait
It's not supposed to be easy
I can tell it won't be
Remember who's choice this was
And don't you dare play victim
When the pain comes
Cause it's bound to
Keep you up and eat at you
It's bound to make you think bad things when you've had a few
I tried to do what I thought was right
With both of us in mind
I didn't find what I was looking for
Maybe in time
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